My helper

So I played the wii game, Just Dance... I took video of me playing. Oh God! I was going to post it, but I am so fat, I'm not going to post it. I'll post a picture though. That's me at my uncles house eating BBQ chicken. Gross!

Burn, Baby Burn

I'm a little depressed today.... why? Because my husband said he's depressed.... I'm going to stay home at bog on The Mommy Blog. Then maybe play some Just Dance 2 to lift my spirits. At least I'll burn some calories... oh wait, I haven't even had breakfast yet! :p

Bag Monster Blog: Bag It DVD Giveaway! Is Your Life Too Plastic?

Just saw that the Bag Monster Blog is having a giveaway for a new documentary about PLASTIC! All you got to do is take a picture of yourself and all your plastic bags or if you've kicked the habit... take a picture of yourself with your Chico Bag. I don't have any chico bags, but I still have that stash of plastic bags in the pantry.... yuk! Anywho, the giveaway ends tomorrow at noon. So get to it. Go post your picture on the Bag Monster's Facebook page NOW!

Also, take a look at the preview of the documentary here:
Bag Monster Blog: Bag It DVD Giveaway! Is Your Life Too Plastic?: "Earlier this month was the TEDxGreatPacificGarbagePatch event presenting the Global Plastic Pollution crisis affecting the world. If you mi..."

Limpy Lettuce

I felt fat again today... I went walking at the outdoor mall, outlet mall and also did some shopping. We went into the leather store and I tried on some beautiful jackets. They were size XL, which I thought was my size. Plus, don't you want jackets to be a bit snug so that you stay warm? Wrong, it was too tight and did not button.... boo hoo. So for dinner I had a grilled chicken salad. Which ended up sucking because the chicken was hot and that made the lettuce hot and limpy! Who likes limpy lettuce?

Starting over...

The title says it all! I am not happy with myself at all. I have not lost any weight at all. I lie in bed, my husband likes to hold me, and I like to hold him to, but I just feel so fat. I know that I haven't done anything to help it, only contribute... I have all the tools and support to start and I'm just ganna start up again and see how it goes. I'll use this blog to vent, maybe share some tips when I get up for it, but not sure how this "leg" will go. I'm going to post a picture, I guess for inspiration?!

Out of the Game

I need help getting back in the game. I was losing steadily, but now I've given up hope. Well, not really, I still do want to lose weight and I know that I can, but I have no support. My grandma always just pokes fun of my weight and hubby lets me eat pizza, so I don't know who else to turn to. The girls at work are kinda helpful, but the other day we all bought pretzels! HELP!

Almost at 180!!

Today I weighed myself after working out on Your Shape and I was at 181!! Wow, the pounds are coming off, but I still feel as bloated!

But another good thing happened... I went clothes shopping and I told the sales associate that I was looking for petite work pants that had a good stretch in them. So she showed me some and said with a sad look on her face...

We only carry up to 14P

I just smiled and said, " That's great, I'm a size 14." I think she knew I wasn't. Those particular pants didn't fit me, but the jeans did! They closed, a bit tight, but they closed! I bought them and hoping that they will fit me a bit more comfy in a few weeks.

..... feeling good